iloveeeyouuuu. (L) ;
Sunday, December 5, 2010
My dearest babyyyy,
can you imagine life without ea of us?
Well I can.
I did imagined it and bcos of tht it made me be strong to hold on to you.
Selfish, yes this is the word.
You've been saying me.
Lester too.
I did some really deep thoughts and finally felt that I've changed too much and I seriously need to change back.
I've been treating you and my friends really jerky.
I am gonna change.
For youuu.
Although you'll say things like you did nothing but deep down in my heart I know you did.
No one else can feel or see that effort to change me except myself.
Cheerup my dear.
Life will get better.
I can't assure you immediate effect of changes.
Give me till the end of this month, will you.
I'll assure a change by then.
I promiseee.
You also better make sure you be a good girl!
Don't let me down.
Fat doesn't matter, enjoy the food will do.
Hah!
Okays I'm gonna go sleeeeeeep!
Goodnight my baby, and everyone else! (L)
Lalaland, here I come!
Luvyoubabyzxc!
Muaaaaaaaaaaa!
Heheh!
Yoyo ; Sebastian .
tomydearbaby. [: ;
Thursday, December 2, 2010
To my dear baby,
Things have been hard these days for you while waiting for me to go home.
I'm sorry that I'm working.
Next year I wont alr okays.
I stay at home pei you all the way. <3
*sayang* <3
Don't worry bahs!
Just hope i dont die of tiredness this 2 months x.x
Barely getting enough sleep to replenish energy for work x.x
@_@
Early know I quit work alr..
Maybe you feel happier. <3
Next year bahs. <3
Don't blame me if I just logout without informing much and waiting for you to reply x.x
I'm getting scolded everyday because you're delaying very long x.x
I'm sorry baby.
Don't get me wrong kays.
Iloveyouuu <3
My eyes damn pain alr.
Gonna go sleep x.x
Nitenite <3
Muaaaa <3
Ps, sore throat ): Singing super hard just now. Painpainpain D:
I seriously hope life will be better for me although i'm trying to be back myself of putting others before me.
It's difficult..
I changed too much for you that now I'm no longer myself.
I hope you will understand me..
Yoyo ; Sebastian .
startofanewlife. (: ;
Monday, November 29, 2010
Sunday will be the official start of my new life !
I'm gonna tag tag tag !
Anyone need help tagging can sms me or msn me :D
I'm currently logging 5 audi clients .
Hopefully nothing happens hahah .
If i manage to get another lappy i'll log another 5 clients .
Need help just feel free to contact me :D
Baby now you no need so tired le <3
Let me do the job <3
I also need someone to help me subscribe the Starhub/M1 usb broadband plan so that I can tag when going out .
$20/month someone help me!
Greatly appreciated.
Baby take a rest.
It'll be my turn to do all these job <3
Enjoy your life from now on.
I'll work hard in studies too.
:D
Don't worry about me.
Have fun at bali.
I'll take good care of myself.
Today's work kindda fun :D
Got more customers alr.
People feel tired but i feel happy.
Idk why.
Am i weird? ):
But i dont mind being weird hahahx! <3
I'm not tired and not shag i'm full of energy.
Maybe too nervous and scared about friday's appointment?
Hope there's nothing gonna happen to me ):
Eating cupnoodles everyday for work, no one cook for me ):
Bleahzxc !
I'm gonna work hard for my 2nd and 3rd laptop :D
Okays i stop here.
Lazy type alr ):
Byee peepzxc!
Miss me!
Yoyo ; Sebastian .
shaggydays. ): ;
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Okay here we are.
Holidays started not very nicely.
Now at least have job and thing to do.
Very tiring though.
Today worst..
Waited hours for customer but dont have --
Is it i suey or what, come only liddat alr. D:
Nevermind lets hope tomorrow gets better.
Alright here's your nitenite sms baby. <3
I know you're not able to get used to the boredom and all those nagginess and stuffs yet.
But trust me, only by behaving, then you can return to Singapore at least during holidays.
I will try my best to encourage you, I promise. <3
Let's hope i'm able to take all the tiredness kays!
Getting headaches everyday ):
I'm holding on very tightly and hardly, you also must!
Eat more.
Sleep more.
Rest more.
Study more.
Stay healthy!
Life's long, we're gonna walk past everyday together. :D
Once I earn enough to buy lappy, i can solo tag alr. :D
Dont worry kays you'll get your max ring. <3
Alright, go sleep bah.
Iluvyou <3.
Nitenite <3.
Muaa <3.
I'm gonna listen awhile song then sleep hehehx! :D
Byezxc peepos! :3
Yoyo ; Sebastian .
backtoSingapore. ;
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I'm back in Singapore !
Anyone miss me ? :D
Shopped a lot, ate a lot, slacked a lot.
Found out that thailand has no chiobus LOL!
Bought 12 shirts, 2 jeans and 1 shoes :D
Buying for those things made me happier a lil ><
Watching tv every night alone till 1-2 Bangkok time.
D:
I miss my baby x.x
Finally can sms her <3
But feel lil coldness x.x
Nevermind!
My mind's all set :D
I know what I'm gonna do and what I have to do.
I'm gonna go for it.
No more slacking.
No more playing.
No more fooling.
Only studystudystudy :D!
Hopefully she enjoys her prom tonight while I try not to think of anything.
Going out with lin but not confirmed.
Idk where I should go.
Anyone wanna play pool or pei me go out emo? D:
I'm not happy at all in Thailand.
Idk why, but just feel something's missing.
Will I be able to find it back?
Hope I do <3
Gonna go bathe then change to my new clothes, then go out :D
Have to wear nicely cos I told my parents I'm going for prom ==
Nevermind, just gonna slack x.x
Byeeezxc!
Text me @ 98808950 if theres anyth :D!
Yoyo ; Sebastian .
thailanddd. :D ;
Friday, November 12, 2010
Hey peeps!
I'm going Thailand in a few hours time :D
Miss me kays!
I will be back only on 16th D:
I'll try to bring presents or souvenirs back!
Maybe chewing gums! :D
Hopefully can go through custom :P
Gonna take a nap before going airport heheh!
Nites all! (L)
Babyyyy (L)
While I'm gone must take care of yourself wor!
Eat more sleep more!
Don't worry pig's cute :D
I like!
Hahah :x
Sunday DS outing must enjoy wor!
Although I said it very reluctantly, but truthfully ><
You know de.
I'm easily jealous so Sunday I'll just stay in the hotel and pray nothing happens x.x
Prom also must have fun <3
I personally can't make you happy so have to wait for others which I believe has already done so.
You don't have to show me all your messages cos I won't read x.x
In my mind I'll just force the thought of 'Nothing happened' into my brain. ><
I'm sorry x.x
Tomorrow buying new com le don't stress le Kay x.x
Have fun while I'm not here bah <3
Luvyou <3
Gonna sleeeeeep le :D
Nitenite <3
Muaaaa <3
Yoyo ; Sebastian .
happyanni. :D ;
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Happy 17th Anniversary my dear baby <3!
This month alot things happen wor.
Hopefully we can walk pass all these smoothly.
17 months le, dont because of others affect us k? ><
Especially your parents. ):
Must learn to ignore and calm down.
Although I am here to help you but I'm not superman.
I dont mind being one though :x
For you only heheh ! <3
Eat more, sleep more, laugh more!
Your hubby will always be here for you! <3
Nitenite <3!
Luvzxcyouttm <3
Yoyo ; Sebastian .